So I got my job back at bubble teas.
And found out that Marciano actually hates me.

Good or bad? I'll just wait and see.

Many things seem to bother me these days and it's getting tough. I've been thinking and I realized it's not me, it is actually all that's been happening. It's like every time I start to think and act positively, something else happens and just pulls me under again.

I can't help but think about what happened before and it's really starting to get to me how much I gave up for this. I really shouldn't have and I learned my lessen for real. But now when the same things go wrong on the other side, nothing is done and I'm expected to just take it in. It's not fair. I just want to let out some steam.
So now what do I do? There is nothing I can do except to take it in and just not make the same mistakes as I did before and accept all that's different. That is for the best.

Well, I hope the worse has already happened and that it'll only get better from now on.
Because I don't like these changes on me.
I need to let everything go and trust myself again.
Ignoring what I cannot control & controlling what I cannot ignore.