So my Poetry class starts at 7:00 but I feel like blogging so I'm gonna go 15 mins late.. IM RAW! ahahaha
Anyways. I've been getting alot of sleep these days (like 9-10 hours or so each day) which was what I wanted for the longest time, but now I feel like I'm wasting too much time in bed. & I'm stilllll breaking out and I don't know why! >:(
I also got my new midterm mark for my Econ class, which is a 72. Although that's not even a good mark I'm very happy about it cuz I had a 68 before. I feel so gay cuz I'm always blogging about school LOL but thats cuz it's all that has been on my mind these days, oh well whatever no one reads this anyways :p

what else is new...
been eating pretty healthy lately, no more junk food
no more korean drama and facebook until December 18th cuz that's when my exams are done! two more weeeeeks.

okay time for class! peace out

Omarion ft. Gucci Mane - I Get It In
Keri Hilson - Turn Up The Radio
Omarion - Vroom
Danity Kane - Secret Place
Eve - Do My Dance
Cause A Scene Remix
Say Aah Ft. Fabolous - Trey

some friends huh
it's YOUR lost. haters.
at least you guys have each other to fail in life with.

to me its whatever. I don't need any fakeness in my life anyways.


ugh my math assignment isnt loading! lol

sometimes the beat keeps you going

even when your thoughts are stuck

and lyrics give you faith and keeps you inspired

to hopefully create something beautiful


but

a beat is just energy

so consistent that anyone would get eventually get used to even the hard hits

and lyrics are just

words

that keeps your mind locked on only emotions

so whats dancing without movement?

nothing.
but another waste of time


and so there IS a correlation afterall

again...


FIRST OF ALL.

what a friggin........... :)''''''''''''
yah anyways
LOL

im so sick of watching online lectures man... shoulda just went to class :( but then again i like the whole rewinding thing, although it takes like 32895734 longer, it enables me to learn so much more.
So today, kicked it off with a good vocal class, then i went to eat mcdonals with my daddy at wallmart :) LOL mmm mcdonalds... i've been craving for a fillet-o-fish for about 2 weeks now but instead i had chicken nuggets. whoa i just got reminded of the time like a year ago when i was talking to ferd and i told him i ate alot, he asked me what and i said 10 whole pieces of chicken nuggets, large fries, and a really big cinimon roll. LMFAOOO!!! i cant even describe why it was funny, but it was priceless at the moment ahahah. anyways! i was kinda surprised my dad ate all the fries, ive never seen him eat fries before. i thought he didnt eat fries! oh and i also got new black sweat pants today cuz my old ones are gone! i hate how people always loose my shit man! but back on a brighter note, im glad my pms is about to end :( this time was pretty bad i had to admit LOL. OKAY ANYWAYS! so its almost 4 right now so that means i have aboutt 2 hours left to finish at least 1 more lecture, then im off to school for dancepractice and more studying... yaaayyy for dance!! okay time get focused again, PEACE!

so i'm done with all the work i planned to finish at school and now i'm just waiting for my mommy to pick me up, well technically she's just driving the car here and i'm driving it back, but let's not complicate things : ) : ) and now i'm just trying to kill time, but soommeebodyyy (the only person that'll probably ever read this post) changed my facebook password so i should forced to study at school. but little does he know that i still have BLOGSPOT! bwahahahah :p

well on a scale of 1-10 the productive...ness of today would probably be 7. wait no, an 8! considering how little time i had.
went to all of my classes except for econ because im like 3 weeks behind so i would have no clue what the prof have talked about, therefore, there was no point in wasting 2 hours of the day just sitting there in boredom. anyways other than that, had a very sweaty dance practice, and finished my accounting assignment! YAYYY! now all that's left to do today is go gohome and watch my stupid econ lectures and take notes :( booooooo.

so the 1.5 liter water bottles at my school are only 99CENTS!!! (thats likee the same as arizonas omgg) so cheapp, well not as cheap as water from home! but i left my waterholder thingie at home sooo... yaaah. :D i love big waterbottles! 1.it forces you to drink more water which is very good for health! and 2. i don't need to refil it since theres only like one water fountain at my school.

ALSO! i learned a new work in poetry class today :) well not really a new word but i never knew that was what it meant in poetic terms. its defamiliarization which means describing ordinary events in a very different way. For example, stating "the window square whitens and swallows its dull starts" which simply means that the its has turned into daytime when you look the window. anyways, why i love this word is because i love hiphop / lyrics / poetry that incorporates alot of "defamiliarizations" but i never knew what the word was to describe it! and now i knoww :) okayy my momms here

PEACEOUT!

had the best sleep ever :)

Are you blocking me off? I want to know what's on your mind. For what feels like the first time, I can't get through to you.

at all...

I don't understand.

I'm trying really hard but there are no results, only criticism.
So many questions but no answers.
So many explanations but no verdict.
So many promises but no changes.

Failing 2 courses, PMS, lack of sleep, skipping dance. You know the stress. It's a tough time in my life right now. Be there for me?

Underneath all these we're going through, we're still perfect to me.
There's no point on just dwelling in the past, we agreed on starting over.
Don't give up, I can't do this alone,

if you could just -

Meet me half way.

Because the love is still there.
& I promise you, You'll never find someone like me.