I hate how EVERY girl is cutting her hair short just because it`s a trend right now.
Especially dancers. But then again, don`t they always follow the ugliest trends... aka colored jeans, plad shirts, & fedoras.

ANYWAYS! I LOVE LONG HAIR!

I love this song! Everything about it is good, from every word to every snare
& I love her outfits in this vid. :)
AMERIE IS HOOOT!

It's only been 5 days since the break but so far it has been really good. So here comes a extremely long post about my break so far.

Friday
I got my hair cut and dyed at China town
I love my new hair! It's finally free with split ends and red with still a bit of back in the back. Although the salon I went to messed up 3298735 times, I'm still very happy with the result. & It was funny because they were like freaking out and speaking Mando to each other but they didn't know that I could speak it too, so when I started talking to them in Mando they had the funnest shocked expressions on their faces ahahaha!

Then I went to watch 2012 with my boyfriend. The movie was amazing, I don't care what anyone says or how it's "underrated". The scary thing is that whether if 2012 is really the end of the world or not, every single person is still going to end up reaching the same place - death.

Saturday
Went to Fairview mall to shop with janice and jen like the old times. :)


brb ill update later


went shopping with janice and jen on Saturday and went out to eat at the new Japanese restaurant that opened in my area

So I got my job back at bubble teas.
And found out that Marciano actually hates me.

Good or bad? I'll just wait and see.

Many things seem to bother me these days and it's getting tough. I've been thinking and I realized it's not me, it is actually all that's been happening. It's like every time I start to think and act positively, something else happens and just pulls me under again.

I can't help but think about what happened before and it's really starting to get to me how much I gave up for this. I really shouldn't have and I learned my lessen for real. But now when the same things go wrong on the other side, nothing is done and I'm expected to just take it in. It's not fair. I just want to let out some steam.
So now what do I do? There is nothing I can do except to take it in and just not make the same mistakes as I did before and accept all that's different. That is for the best.

Well, I hope the worse has already happened and that it'll only get better from now on.
Because I don't like these changes on me.
I need to let everything go and trust myself again.
Ignoring what I cannot control & controlling what I cannot ignore.

I was never the type of person to just "sleep on it"
and never will be.

You want to throw everything away, this time I'm not gonna butt in.

Peace?
WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with you?
I swear I fucking hate people that say one thing then change their minds right after.

Its YOUR call.
Do whatever you want.
I don't give a fuck.

PEACE.

just did.

I FOUND MY WALLET!!!!!!!!!!
it was in one of my jacket pockets all along -_-
lol damn doing accounting's taking mad long

I'm so friggin excited for the winterbreak :) Can't wait for the 18th when all my exams are done.
I don't have anything big planned but I'm really looking forward to a break from school and seeing my friends again.

To do list:
- get my g2 & g1 certificate things
- get all of my cards back that I lost with my wallet
- Christmas shopping
- shop for myself
- chill w/ lawrence and elena
- get a hair cut and dye my hair red
- get nails done
- build an igloo
- make a gingerbread house
- goto pmall with jaye
- skating

Shopping list for myself:
- printed leggings
- grey/black uggs
- black leather boots
- hats, and scarfs
- tanks and sweaters
- new jacket (possibly two if I have enough money)
- coach wallet & purse (belated birthday present from my mom)
- LOTS of jewelery and belts!

I realized I've been very lazy with my appearance lately. Looking like a bum everyday at school is understandable but I miss how I use to actually do my hair, my makeup and dress up when I go out. Time to re-up!

ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i should really update my archive and change this layout. but im way too lazy for it right now.

anyways, had my econ exam today and it was almost the exact same as 2008s finals :( the only one that i didnt finish!
ugh im really hoping for at LEAST a 73.

& i broke my healthy eating strike today with a stupid muffin! damn lol


real talk.
ive finally gotten over the many things i've drifted from this year started. theres no point. ill get back to them when i do. but right now i have more important things on my mind :)

glommy days,


why the complication ?
set your mind right. right.

for the nights i don't remember
they are slowly crawling out

for the nights i don't want to remember,

feels like tonight