You can't make someone a better person by putting them down.
WHATEVER. stupid

other than that...
i really really really REALLY miss dance.

UPDATE: the comments thingie has been fixed! thanks jaye :)

Sore feet, mind beat...
I am so hating work right now. Two days in a row and I'm already sick of it. That just shows how damn long I haven't been working on the regular for. Oh well, at least I'm making money.

More stress, bigger mess...
For the past couple of days I've been struggling to adjust my availability for all three of my jobs. I can't even sleep because of it that's how crazy it is... Now all three of my managers are mad at me and just when I thought I had everything sorted out, I called my Marciano manager to let her know and she didn't even pick up. So I called her another two times and she still didn't pick up -_-. Then I just decided to text her and she still didn't call me back at all today. I'm scareddddd :(
ALSO...
Tomorrow I have to buy two outfits from Marciano because I have work there on Wed and Thursday -_- and I have to wear their clothes to work, which I can't really complain about because they're HOT ;) But that means I will be left completely broke. That is until I get my first paycheque from La Senza. YAYYY.

Anticipating Aug.5th $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
Things I am going to buy:
- Swimsuit
- Coach swingpack
- Gymbag
- More work clothes

oh and before school starts, I'm going to layer my hair and dye outer layer red :)

I was bored and I decided to browsing around the audition videos for the upcoming season of Americas Best Dance Crew. :)
here are my top 3 favorites from the NYC auditions:

Point Blank


Nia Dance Troupe


Rhythmology

Bubble Teas,
La Senza,
Future Shop,
Marciano.

**AHH I can't fix my comment thingie, someone help me!

Got like 4 hours of sleep last night, but it was nice. Got to Vaughan Mills at 11 because Jaye had work, so I just loafted around for 3 hours with Lawrence until I had to goto work at 2. Work was soooooo good today there were barely any customers so we just chilled basically.

After work, chilled with Jaye for a bit then went to Paulinas BBQ. It was a nice get together. :)

Oh and
The cottage trip might be canceled :( boooooooooooooo I was soooo excited for it too... and it sucks because I booked everything off for those four days. Work, Driving school, etc. I really hope everything works out we get to go.

"Trust"
I hate that word -
overplayed and overrated.
I hate the disguise but I can't take it off.

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Always taking the present to the future and imagine myself loosing it.
The habit's been put on rotation.
Why can't I just let myself sit back and enjoy the good things unfolding in my life right now


Drakes words bond -
I can't even find
the perfect brush
So I can paint what's going through my mind
Feel like I'm in crazy competition with the past
Racing against myself, but I'm a couple steps behind

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Update: Got the job at La Senza. Future shop called but I missed it so I gotta call them back tomorrow. Interview at Headquaters tomorrow. Work tomorrow.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
- Marilyn Monroe

After phone calls after phone calls of indecisiveness, me and Lawrence finally decided to go. This years' wasn't as good as the previous years. No basketball tournament, suckier performers, weather was MAD cold, and it wasn't as big as before... i think. lol
but we had lots of fun!
and the food was yummy :)




Here are our top 10 picks:

1. Barbecued Pork Jerky


2. Asian Funnel Cake


3. Quel?


4. Chicken Wings


5. Mango Grapefruit thingie ( Forgot what its called lol)


6. Cheese Crab thing


wow me and lawrence are like the biggest fatasses in the world. LOL

oh and Godfrey won a fish! isn't that cool? lol

Today was good. I got interviews at Marciano, La Senza, and Headquaters HOLLERR.
So I guess job hunting with 25 resumes paid off after all :)

The Marciano interview's tomorrow, I think I'm gonna go all out on this one.
- wake up at 10am
- pick out what I'm gonna wear
- check bus schedule
- paint nails
- prepare interview questions
- bus to vmills

On top of that I have to call and register for driving school, call my dentist to reschedule for the removal of my wisdom teeth :s, and call my vocals teacher to reup my classes, and goto dance practice. Big day tomorrow.

THE WORLD IS YOURS!
(song was on repeat for like 2 hours on felix's ipod lol)

Today was an extremely shitty day. the series of bad things happened as follows:
- woke up late
- itchy eyes ( pink eye from jaye? i hope nottt )
- adidas called and told me that im NOT hired
- spent 3092850934 hours looking for my keys
- left the house but realized i left cellphone at home
- missed my bus
- spend 20 minutes looking for a binder that i didnt even end up using
- made felix wait at rhc for like 45 minutes for me
- 3 hour mission to uoft
- got soaked with rain
- we got to uoft at 4, and it was CLOSED

then i went vaughanmills to look for a job and my boyfriend came with me and took me out to eat :) thanks for cheering me up babe.


but other than that....
Summer's been great! Every day was nice and productive :) It's hard to believe that there's only less than two months of summer left.
its been a minute since i updated this thing and i can't remember what I did every day but here are some of the highlights of my summer.


The Dance Life



Fam Time


Good times with friends





New Camera


Visiting My Old Neighbourhood




Graduation




Kickin it with Jaye







Canada Day










Pigging Out with Lawrance (RECESSION FOOD LOL)










AVATAR! lmao